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FOODFOOdfooodfOOODd is sh1t

i know you really do not want to hear this.
but i have been anorexic.
& i have been bulimic.

and it never leaves you satisfied.

it breaks relationships.
& it breaks your heart.

please, please get yourself some help.

[amlentz]
2008-09-05 20:58:47

THINSPO

WOW!!!

these girls look amazing
im so jelous
stay strong
much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-09-05 15:13:47

THINSPO hunni ur thinner than most of ur thinspo pix

xx foodbloodysux



[foodbloodysux]
2008-09-01 18:51:36

THINSPO Wouldn't you rather look healthy? Plus, no guy is ever going to want to sleep with a sack of bones...[MissPandora] 2008-09-01 17:52:09

THINSPO which one is you?[worriedgirl] 2008-09-01 17:48:56

THINSPO Did I miss something? How is skin and bones beautiful?
Its not thin, its sick.

[Trying2StayAfloat]
2008-09-01 17:46:12

stuff&QUESTION okay so in the box where all the smileys and font chnages are and sh*t..like when ur writing and entry..okay well in that box...(where all the smileys are) there should be somethign that looks like this  <> click that and then you should be able 2 post the HTML code from photobucket..hope i helpeddd[sodapop4] 2008-09-01 16:08:52

school tomorrow :( + goals

you do realize that if you reach your goal you'll just set another goal of lower weight right? you will NEVER be happy with your body. ever. :(

Dont be anorexic. it just hurts you and those who love you in the long run.

[MargaretGLT]
2008-09-01 14:33:58

school tomorrow :( + goals 99lbs????Shocked
how are you doing it exaclyy??? i want to no!! lol
my goal weight :(
x

[wipemytears]
2008-09-01 12:54:00

food again. what else?

Hang on, how tall are you?

wb pleaseeeexxx

[Juicyx]
2008-08-30 05:13:40

food again. what else? I want to lose weight so bad and I want ot loose 30 pounds. I wiegh just a little over a hundered and want ot wiegh under it. But I just seem to keep eating. I hate how fat I am. How tall are you??? I wish you luck but you dont really need it. Its more like wish me luck! pleaz! How did you manage not to eat?[shygirl917] 2008-08-29 19:16:55

food again. what else?

95 pounds?! Holy crap! If you don't start eating, you're going to get sores all over your bottom from your bones.

~.Stuffage and everyfin wif it~.

-Jovonnah Rabbit 

[DearGan]
2008-08-29 18:19:55

food again. what else?

GOOD LUCK HUN!

BTW PEPERMINT TEA IS A GREAT LAXITIVE ALSO DRIED APRICOTS, BUT THEY R KINDA HIGH ON THE CALORIES UNFORTUNATLY!

[2RK]
2008-08-29 18:02:37

HELP! need laxatives unless you really need laxatives, I beg you dont use them to begin or fuel and ED. It's not worth it. You have no idea what your 20's will be like if you do start having an ED. If you want to know the bleak future, I'd be glad to tell it to you.....[Nicky777] 2008-08-28 16:14:51

HELP! need laxatives I don't mean to preach, but please, please, please think about what you're doing first.

They become addictive if abused. You won't be able to go to the toilet without them, and as your body builds up more and more tolerance for them, you'll need more and more for them to work. You don't lose anything more than water weight, so you'll appear thinner for about a day, but as soon as you drink water your body will retain it, making you appear puffy and bloated.

And none of these drawbacks compare to the absolute agony you feel when misusing laxatives.

I'm sorry to be gross but you have to know what you're getting yourself in for. I got so addicted to them that I abused them so much. Imagine pissing burning hot liquid from your backside continuously for hours and hours, with a crippling pain throughout your stomach the whole time. Imagine passing out whilst on the toilet from dehydration and the pain.

If you really need a laxative, try something natural. Hot water on it's own is good. Fruits such as dates and prunes, or prune juice. Or just anything high in fiber.

-x- [naidaspider]
2008-08-28 16:10:28

HELP! need laxatives Laxatives for what? Constipation or for loosing weight? 
[MaxMaxMax]
2008-08-28 15:58:52

rules.rules.rules.

Thanks for the add btw!

mann you have a hell of alot self control!!

i wish i could do that!

i will add you back

much love&support

xxx

[Juicyx]
2008-08-28 15:52:13

i am obsessed awww yay! so glad you n your boy are happy :) and hope you have fun on your camp!!

xoxoxoxoxoxox

[blondie92]
2008-08-27 01:30:00

i am obsessed

aww huni im glad to hear things are
going well with your boyfriend

i'd love to gop to dance camp
it sounds fun

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-08-13 13:27:59

fasting so far...:/

OMG!!!

huni i'm soo jelous i'm 5'3 too

but i'm 106 i'd love too be 102

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-08-09 14:33:45

ufck it! fasting

good luck huni

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-08-08 14:00:52

ufck it! fasting count me in.[PoserBarbie] 2008-08-07 18:51:05

ufck it! fasting yes plz! me too!

comment me back

xx foodbloodysux
[foodbloodysux]
2008-08-07 16:56:13

ana love

aww huni thats really unfair of your friend

is she fat?

stay strong huni

much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-07-25 12:50:39

fwgsf

aww huni im glad to hear your love life
is going well which is more than can be said
for me.

cw: 106lbs I know im a total fat cow
gw: 100lbs by july 31

stay strong
much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-07-22 08:35:56

QUOTESSS Hi
how are u?
At the end of the month I'm leaving MDD
so I wont have any Ana support or anything
I really can't afford to loose the support I have on here
so if you could please give me addresses (snail mail)
and cell/mobile numbers
please I wont be able to access the net at all
no thinspo, no pro ana nothing
just me
thats why Ineed you guys to repliy
please please repliy I cant afford to loose such great freinds
stay strong
much love Amanda xxx
[childofthecherry]
2008-07-14 11:53:05

i love you ana Stay strong :)
I hope soon realise you want a better life than this.
Until then, Good luck with loosing weight :)[BlondeTradgedy]
2008-07-08 16:17:33

friends

sure huni

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

[childofthecherry]
2008-07-07 14:27:53

addicted to pain

Amazed!

omg..your awsome.

i try so hard not to eat much..

but its hard..

:(

Help..

give tips..

something

[Powertobe]
2008-06-17 10:22:53

addicted to pain ............................
[delirouslySANE]
2008-06-14 23:45:49

i hate food.

hi.

im just starting to suppress my eating too.

was wondering if you wanted to work together..

make plans of what we're going to eat together so then we can support each other with sticking to it...

[ruby89]
2008-04-15 11:31:30

i hate food. That is horrible! You need to eat something. Doctors say that you will lose more weight if you actually eat a normal amount than if you don't eat anything. The average person should eat 1,000-2,000 calories per day. YOU NEED TO EAT!!![dekhay] 2008-04-14 22:40:19

i hate food.

here's a tip..

breakfast- like a king! you'll burn all your calories throughout the day by moving..

lunch- smaller but EAT SOMETHING

dinner you can skip, but it's best if you have a salad at least! did you know you burn more calories by the actual movement of eating a piece of celery than what you take in..

you NEED to eat my dear, our bodies need fuel to function. lack of fuel means lack of energy means reduced brain function!!

[lalalalalalabamba]
2008-04-14 20:44:26

RAWR![food] did you know a chocolate cip muffin isn't healthy, not matter how low the ca;lories are.. why don't you try eatign a banana, apple and a glass of soy milk for breakfast. they are SUPER low in fat and low in cholestorol too!![lalalalalalabamba] 2008-04-14 20:37:46

breakfastt

OMG I'm 14 on the 26th...but its March :(

Damn you for being old :P

Hav fun xXxXxXx

[wonderlandgirl]
2008-01-20 12:14:28

why food? is tim's real name tod?Razz[BlissfullBlood] 2008-01-19 20:59:22

Mood Swings[cmmnts please?] Good for being written in a few minutes.
With editing it could be awesomely amazing.
[empiresXcoming]
2008-01-14 19:39:56

please help me get over my problem  Merry Christmashappy holidays

Zaria~[skinnyzaria]
2007-12-21 18:09:15

poem by orangelove.

That poem Is Awsome ...And Yea I Wrote That Poem Angel With No Angels thanx Fore Commenting On it

Love Samantha

[TaintedXAngel]
2007-12-20 21:55:28

please help me get over my problem Its good that someoe found out because now you are trying to get over this. Do you really want to stop though because if you dont chances are you are going to go back to anorexic tendancies. At that point you may need professional help.

Well good luck.
~Daisy~ [MuerteHermosa]
2007-12-20 19:50:09

poem by orangelove. im really glad you like it  :D :D :D :D :D [OrangeLove] 2007-12-19 18:59:13


 
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